Today was strange. I couldn’t sleep. I still can’t. But, I found a mental health organization willing to help with my PTSD. An integrative approach. She said I have been abused my whole life. I was just too ashamed to admit it. And then out of nowhere I received this packet from the University Of Portland. I have NO idea where it came from. They are a Catholic University, but their admissions prices are the same as Miami. They said that even though are Catholic they are willing to let students discover their own spirituality. Sometimes I wonder if my dead Catholic great aunt sent it from the grave. We were very much alike.