Why I am afraid

Ever since I was a kid (if I ever was) I found myself plagued with insomnia and anxiety. I don’t know why, either. It’s like I had this intrinsic knowledge about what the world is morphing into. If you spread even a moniker of truth you are considered schizophrenic or a “conspiracy nut”. If the […]

Metamorphosis

I figure most people are familiar with the Kafka classic tale of disenchanment and disconnection as if waking from a nightmare..except your dream wasn’t the nightmare, reality itself was. It’s funny I remember reading that story around 7 or so years old not even knowing I was reading it. I was a huge weirdo always […]

COCKROACH with a concseice???

I think I just figured out reincarnation. God, please have the answers at theology college.

Preemptively, I apologize.

Under a sheet of rain in my heart; I dream of home. -Bat For Lashes Hi, whoever still reads my blog and my ridiculous ramblings that seem to make sense at the time, but when I revisit them it feels like an awkwardness I would feel watching a Grindhouse movie with my parents. Anyway, I have […]

Confliction.

I recant my precious post. Due to the nature of that man’s abuse turned him dark. He is not a good man. I do wish him well even if he has a defiled soul I’ve had a revelation. I am still a comedian and I am still a writer. However, I do intend to be […]

Synchroncity

Okay, Two weird things happened to me in the past couple of days. I talked to this supervisor at Microsoft about a game needed to be returned. This woman was a counselor she knew what a CASA was. insane. Then I went to this drive thru where he was adopted. His family treated him horribly. […]

The Madness and Delusions of Crowds

Yeah, that title isn’t a me original. It’s from this cool book I got that basically goes against most popular culture or should I say popular occult? culture? Witches and vampires and even the crusades apparently all delusions caused by chaotic crowds or vice versa. I haven’t really read it yet. Anyway, I digress. I […]

Hi I’m back. Got devastating news about a disease I have. Not mental illness haha 😆 My orthopedic Dr. Told me I have avascular necrosis in my right hip. Basically my hip bone is dying because there is no blood getting to it, so basically my hip bone will eventually collapse. I feel like I […]

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My booooonnnesss they huuuuurt. Yes, I am haunted by the girl that I used to be.

I hate feeling so old. I will be 32 on March 3rd. I feel as if I am nowhere near any of my goals I’ve had in mind for my future. But, on the other hand, when I entered residential treatment I didn’t think I had ANY more fight left in me. Now, I am […]